I am pregnant

Wow I still can't believe it today I am 4 weeks 1 day this baby is due 17 July 2010
but I will be having a c/section due to having a previous one so it will be 10 days before the actual due date so that makes it on the 7 th my birthday and the next day ( 8th) is my 15 wedding anniversary but doc only operates on Tuesdays and Fridays so it will probably be the 6th or 9th will see what happens
I am slightly worried about twins as my first beta is on the high side altough hours and hours of googling I did not get any wiser it could go either way will just have to leave that is God's hands we can't control everything.

Beta day is here

Okay so I am 9 days past a 5 day transfer thus making it 14 dpo I go for my beta at 7:30 and let the receptionist know at 10:30 she phones me back at 11:11 and at first it sounds that it is not good news she sounds down (probably her own problems) she tell me my beta is 201 wow wow oh f&%* it sounds a bit high now I have something new to obsessed about jay I must phone Monday for a renewal of my yucky pills (cyclogest) and for a date of my first appointment

I am pregnant it just won't sink in

The Two week wait comes to en end

much sooner that two weeks I start testing with internet cheapies but either no line or so faint only I can see it so at 6 days past 5 day transfer I go out and buy a proper POAS I try and hold for a while but just after two the afternoon I crack I have no self control really and while i hold it almost immediately a second lines appears and I star giggling I just can't believe it





The dreaded beta can only be done on Saturday 07/11 my FS does not believe in HPT or OPK's for that matter.

Embrio growth , transfer and the 2WW

Embryologist phones to say that 19 of 20 eggs fertilized good
Day two 14 are at 4 cell stage and 3 at 2 cell
Day three 9 at 8 cell (WTF) 7 at six cell and 1 at five cell

Now I am worried because this is what happened the last time came transfer day we had only one blastosyst and two early blastosyst and I had a miscarriage so I am worried

Transfer day I have to go in at 9:30 they give me my dormicum ( I bit early I should think ) so when my turn comes up I am so out of it can't remember much I saw my embabies two expanded blasts (apparently very good) but can't remember much after that (I hope I behaved myself) I wake up at 13:00 go to the loo get dressed and phoned DH we go past work to say hello (they don't know what I have just been up to) I save that for a later post.

I go home and I do not rest much at least I am not obsessing about OHSS anymore

I wake up feeling so depressed one day past transfer and it stays that way for a few days.